DO YOU EVER FIND YOURSELF SEEKING A “MAGIC BULLET”?? SEEKING LOVE, PERFECTION, APPROVAL, AND ETERNAL BLISS? ONE SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS. SOUNDS GREAT! MAYBE YOU WERE BORN A PERFECT LITTLE NAIVE BRAIN. A SIMPLETON IF YOU WILL. THAT SOUNDS AMAZING TO ME HAHA. WELL I TOOK A TRIP A FEW WEEKS BACK AND I WAS SEEKING JUST THAT. I DROVE TO VERMONT FOR A 3DAY MEDITATION RETREAT. THINKING I WOULD RESET MY MIND, RELAX, AND WORK ON DRAWINGS. IT WILL BE CHILL!! IT ENDED UP BEING QUITE THE OPPOSITE HAHA. BUT I WOULDN’T OF CHANGED IT FOR ANYTHING. INSTEAD I WAS CHALLENGED WITH BEING IN MY OWN THOUGHTS, CONSTANTLY AROUND STRANGERS, NO TIME ANYTHING FOR EXCEPT EXTREME MEDITATION. THE PROCESS WAS EXHAUSTING AND INSANE. I ENVISIONED MY OWN DEATH SEVERAL TIMES, LIVING AS A 65 YEAR OLD MAN, ETERNAL BLISS, TO LOVING MYSELF WHICH IM TOO UNFAMILIAR WITH…IT WAS WILD. ALL IN THE COMFORT OF 4 STRANGERS. COMPLETELY OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE AND VULNERABLE. HARMEET, MY TEACHER, CHALLENGED ME LIKE NO OTHER PERSON HAS IN MY LIFE. RELENTLESSLY HONEST AND BRASH.” WHY WAS I THERE?” HE ASKED. WITHOUT ME ANSWERING HE SAID “YOUR LOOKING FOR A MAGIC BULLET”. HE WAS CORRECT AND EVERYONE WAS THERE FOR DIFFERENT REASONS. MAYBE I HAD IT WRITTEN IT ON MY FACE. JUST LIKE MOST THERAPY YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWERS TO YOUR PROBLEMS. THE MAGIC BULLET IS THE SMALL THINGS AND WORK YOU HAVE BEEN OR ARE AVOIDING. THE SIMPLE THINGS THAT YOU TELL YOURSELF “TOMORROW” OR “NEXT YEAR”. THE ANSWER IS NOW. I WOULDN’T OF GOTTEN THERE WITHOUT HARMEET. I WITNESSEED WHAT ETERNAL BLISS LOOKS LIKE FOR THR FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I LEFT THIS PLACE ON A WHOLE OTHER WAVE LENGTH AND PURPOSE. ITS LIKE I CAN SEE OUT OF THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY SKULL AND IM ON 10 FUCKIN KOLANAPINS. HAHA. IT WAS A LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE. WITH LOTS OF HARD WORK TO FOLLOW. I COULDN’T BE ANYMORE EXCITED FOR CHANGE AND  NEW IDEAS FOR 2024. THERE WILL BE LOTS OF NEW OFFERINGS I CANT WAIT TO SHOW. DONT WORRY YOU WONT FIND ME GOING BACK AND FORTH TO INDIA AND SHOVING IT DOWN YOUR THROAT LIKE MANY. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HAS CONSTANTLY SUPPPORTED ME IN ANY WAY. I APPRECIATE IT ALL. LOTS OF LOVE. CHRIS